the forked road

Here comes another forked road
Led to this road by the flower I did
This was not the road I chose
Though the road taken has been clear so far
Yet the directions given by the bud has led me here

Time to face the truth
The further up the road
The nearer I am to the depth of my heart
Deep in the depth where the flame lays
Flickering yet eternally burning 
The light of which will never reach the surface
The forbidden truth

Like every beginnings, paired with them is an ending
Tied like a lover's knot, unyielding yet unforgiving

Thanks to the flower, the unsung heroine
I am forced to face this closure
This proper closure 
The fault was mine to begin with
To ignite the spark, to fuel the flame
Have it not happened, 
None would have gotten hurt

So this is it
This is my goodbye
To whatever you thought we could have
My future with the flower has outshine the flame
I will take my leave now
On the road that I should have taken in the first place
Sidetracked but back to the destined road
As you do yours

What we had was nothing but precious memories
Hope you will carry it with you
Until we ever meet again
In another place
In another lifetime
Where the us lies on the destined road 
Not on the road not taken

11:11

staying alive...

This puzzle is incomplete;

I wonder why - I can tell something is missing...

Our fates have become misaligned.

But even knowing that they'll drift further away,

I walk again...

I Stay Alive -

Now I'm wandering alone through the darkness.

That unexpectedly crippling pain remains in my heart, never fading...

It's like an unstable seesaw;

From too far away, one side is out of sight.

There's no sign to guide my way,

So closing my eyes suddenly,

I pray again...

Oh, Stay Alive -

I wonder what you're thinking about right now...

I haven't cried yet, but I do feel lonesome all by myself...

I've prayed all this time -

This incomplete puzzle,

Just won't come together.

As the wind eases, devoid of sound,

My heart wavers.

I Stay Alive -

I wonder where you are... what you're doing...

That unexpectedly crippling pain remains in my heart, never fading...

Stay Alive...

Of flowers and fire

And his playfulness became his downfall

Playing with fire would be doable he thought

A small spark lead to wildfire

Burning and consuming everything in sight

Everything that he had

Hurting everyone in the process

Out goes the fire

Ruins and ashes there is all

Of once the empty promises left

Collecting, salvaging of whatever remains he could hope to find

Start anew he thought he could

With a new bud of flower in hand

And a small of glimpse of hope of the future

Unbeknownst to all but himself 

Is the eternal flame left hidden deeply in his heart

lost

A path that so clearly that I need to go through, so absolute that all of you but one agreed upon it.
One known as the heart.

the uncharted course

Sails have been set
The wind has blown
The ship has taken it course
Why does the emptiness lingers?

Champagnes after champagnes
Yet the hull stood tall
Full of pride it shines
Was this not dreamt by many?

Blizzards a dozen
Thunderstorms just as many
Braved them all it has
Or clouded my sight has it not?

Through thick and thin
Founded a new glow it did
Morale boasted, mana replenished
Fear me now do you not?

For the glow so precious
To be kept hidden away
Out of harm. out of sight
Agreed with it do you not?

Swept by the waves the time has
But the glory of glow remains
To some, just a memory
Pitiful is not it?

Drifting out in the open
No existence in sight
Darkness shrouds the mind
Have you came to visit, my old friend?

Beyond the veil of gloom
Out comes the sight of divinity
Together with an opportunity
What is this feeling of affinity?

There it lies tranquilly
Surrounded by perils
Logic versus lust
Guess who has won?

The command curiosity assumed
All the memories it consumed
And thus the compass was realigned
Who would have thought?

Driven by desire
Outmatched by longing
Into the eye of the turbulence it goes
Insane. Don't you think?

Ravaged by the seas
Hope torn asunder
An expected closure, yet
What were you thinking?

Comes down to this it all has
With no turning back
At the very end of them all
Heaven or hell, which will you choose?