staying alive...

This puzzle is incomplete;

I wonder why - I can tell something is missing...

Our fates have become misaligned.

But even knowing that they'll drift further away,

I walk again...

I Stay Alive -

Now I'm wandering alone through the darkness.

That unexpectedly crippling pain remains in my heart, never fading...

It's like an unstable seesaw;

From too far away, one side is out of sight.

There's no sign to guide my way,

So closing my eyes suddenly,

I pray again...

Oh, Stay Alive -

I wonder what you're thinking about right now...

I haven't cried yet, but I do feel lonesome all by myself...

I've prayed all this time -

This incomplete puzzle,

Just won't come together.

As the wind eases, devoid of sound,

My heart wavers.

I Stay Alive -

I wonder where you are... what you're doing...

That unexpectedly crippling pain remains in my heart, never fading...

Stay Alive...

Of flowers and fire

And his playfulness became his downfall

Playing with fire would be doable he thought

A small spark lead to wildfire

Burning and consuming everything in sight

Everything that he had

Hurting everyone in the process

Out goes the fire

Ruins and ashes there is all

Of once the empty promises left

Collecting, salvaging of whatever remains he could hope to find

Start anew he thought he could

With a new bud of flower in hand

And a small of glimpse of hope of the future

Unbeknownst to all but himself 

Is the eternal flame left hidden deeply in his heart

lost

A path that so clearly that I need to go through, so absolute that all of you but one agreed upon it.
One known as the heart.